February 14, 2007

  • Happy Valentines Day guys,

    Eventhough, Mine has been bad. Ah well. Life goes on.

    I got to talk to Kevin today, that made me happy. I got to see all my wonderful friends, that made me happy too. I could really care less how this day ends, I just want it to end. I'm so incredibly tired, its unreal. I can't wait until I am able to sleep in this weekend.

    My schedule seems to be pretty blank for a while. Everything is over with, I think. Me and Kevin will be 7 months on Saturday. That's amazing.. He means the world to me. Sometimes, I wonder if I mean the world to him, then I figure, I probably do. He has not cheated on me, and he has said 'I love you' and mean it.

    I just suddenly got a really bad headache. Heheh. I duno why.

    I got bored on last Thursday, And braided my hair. The results were weird. This is the results:


    Wild, Isn't it? Hahah, I thought it was great.

    Hm, My artistic talent seems to be failing me. No longer can I make such unique drawings, never two alike in the world. To where my ability went, I have no idea. To this thought, my poetry is also sent its due letters of retireing for a tad bit. Where my talents have gone, I have no idea.. When they return, who knows? They come and go. You cannot force a poem to come out of you, just like a drawing is not to be forced, but to be felt, embraced and then let go.

    Such spiritual thoughs I have as late. Where does this all come from?

    Anyways, one by one. ... my friends are begenning to drop. Who will survive my picking? I have learned to only hate those who I cannot learn to get along with, Those whom I judge so early, I can never forgive--Is this a gift, or is it my downfall of my complex system of networking that I have strived to set up to defend myself. I don't know. Sometimes, I think I am smart.. Other times, I feel like an idiot, like I have just made a fool of myself, which, more than likely.. Is true most of the time.

    My eyes are begenning to bother me. I feel weary. I think I may retire early, and get more then 4/5 hours of sleep. I have tests tomorrow. Yay for me.

    Also: Anyone that knows any place hiring, and it is within distance to me, let me know. I really need to find a job.

    Anyways,

    Goodnight.
    -L4dyxD347h