February 20, 2007

• So relaxed I am, from a night that is always in my mind. Indeed, I have had nights like this, but alas, I know that they are great.
  
  A simple touch, a simple kiss, enough to make you go insane, is enough to make me be pleasured by his existence around me. Those all seeing eyes, that know when something is wrong with me, writhing at my insides, peering into my soul, as we lay and hold each other. As he wonders in awe, 'What is wrong?' I hold him close, as I kiss his soft, divine lips. 'I love you' I gently say, as if I was to say it too loud, the world would break its vow of beautiful silence, and all would be lost. He smiles as he returns my light kiss, Looking at me as he says 'I love you too' as then, we close our eyes and slowly drift in and out of sleep, in each others arms.
  
  Moments like these divine ones I wish would last forever. Does thou forsaken my thoughts of love? Does he know that when he parts with I, that I feel as if it will be another lifetime before  I see him again. Sometimes, I think I would be willing to pay that, just so I know that I could never lose him. To know that he is the one, the one I love..
  
  
  But what if that all falls? Then what have I to hold onto, but sorrows, and dead ended dreams. Will thy god forsaken me to a hell for my happiness? I surely hope not. My faith is tattered, like a peasants gown is ripped from the wear and tear of the gown everyday, for this is the only thing a peasant holds that is probably charishable to them.
  
  My Eyes grow heavy,  and my fingers tire. Is this due to lack of sleep? Or does my brain wish to dream of my wonderful prince. My link. The man who holds nothing back, and can make me change my moods in a heart beat. His voice is enough to get me to flutter. To see him lay so innocently beside me, asleep, he looks as if he is at peace.. But soon he is awaken, and I know then that  my heart shall sank. "I have to go.. its getting late" He says, I urge for him to stay, Holding onto him so, "I'm scared of losing him.. 'Not wanting him to go.. it will pain me.. It will hurt me.. I shall miss him.. I don't want to lose him". says my mind.
  
  In a flutter of a instant, I flash back to reality. I know not to try to persist him to stay. I know that he must depart from me, but I hold onto him anyways, for he knows I don't want him to leave. I am his charished Enigma, His locked beauty, that he must keep secret until the time is right. Sometime soon, thine curse will be broken, and I shall shine in my beauty, fearing no one.. for I know not the definition of fear anymore..
  
  Sleeping, dreaming, fading, falling, happily off into wonderland, Shall I dream of my love and I? In a dream world where he shall not be taken away? to where he shall be mine, no matter what?
  
  Goodnight my love, He says to me, as he kisses my lips one last time, my hand runs softly across his cheeks. I look into his beautiful green eyes and Open the door so that he may leave.
  
  My prince, we shall see each other in the dream realm..
  
  Goodnight, My dearest loves. Thank you for listening to my odd tale. =D
  

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