May 13, 2007

  • Well, I guess its time for an update. Lets get this all over with. Hahahh.

    My relationship status is unknown. I dunno what to do anymore with Kevin, I'm still madly in love with him, But I and him both know its probably not going to work anymore. Well, at least right now. Him with a fear of constantly thinking he's going to hurt me, and me with a constant fear of I will never see him.. Not good bases for a Relationship. So, I told him all about Roth, it hurt him..But he understands.. I told him to still be there for me, as a best friend.. Because sometimes, he's the only one I feel safe talking to.

    Anyways! Enough of that.

    I've got a concert on Monday, and I would like people to attend that actually reads this, wait.. that's no one! Ha! Imagine that. -_-; Xanga has been left for Myspace, or just because they have better things to do now. Saddens me, really. I miss having people to comment.

    I think Jordy and I are the only ones left that update on a regular basis anymore. It used to be Me, Addie, Jordy, Vero, and Codi... But now, not that many. =[ Ah well.

    I've seen my best friend, Tiff. I am happy. She's been having some trouble, but I've helped her through it. I made her laugh her ass off with me, and as always.. she left something at my house. :P Kinda funny as hell. I wonder if I should pass a notebook between me and her, but then again, If I do.. I might lose her as a friend. that seems to be what happens all the time when I pass notebooks. I've already lost Samantha, the skank. Then, I'm fixing to lose Kathryn. Is it me? Or do people suck? Hah. Oh well. -_-;

    We were all bored sitting at the park, and decided to leave so we Told katelyn to act like she was running from us, and start screaming, and then Daniel tackled her, then we all kicked her and acted like we were beating her up, then we ran to the SUV thing of Chases, and Daniel drags her, throws her against the car, pulls her around throws her in and yells SHUT UP IN THERE. Oh my god. The people were WTFING at us. I couldn't stop crying from laughter. Its been a while since I have had fun like that from the younger days of us being total jackasses. Hah. I love my friends. Seriously, I do.

    I broke my instrument, but she is probably going to be repaired by the time of our concert. Which I am hoping she will be. : s Ahh!!! I'm so worried about her!!! Teacher said she will be fine, but I keep thinking something is going to go wrong!!! >_< I need to go get my belt, though. >.>; I'm going to probably hug my teacher when he fixes her. Agh. I can't believe I abused Hope so bad. I promise never to do it again.

    But anyways, that's all I have to say right now. So.. I will talk to you all later.

    Much love.
    Leave comments if ya read it, :D