September 10, 2007

  • Kiss me again, my darling.. kiss me like you love me, kiss me like you never want to let go.. because, I never want to let go of you. You make me smile. You make me laugh, you complete me, my love. I'm happy I have found you again, I'm happy i'm with you again.. without you, my life was a wreck.

    I'm addicted to you, like heroine. I could not live without you once I did the frst try. After that, I knew I was in love with you, and I knew I could hold you forever. Now, the only thing is, will you love me as I do you? I think you will.

    Fate had brought us together, and fate makes you always come back to me, I know I can never lose you, not now..
    I love you, my darling.

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    As you can tell, things are beyond perfect again in Char land. I'm back with Kevin, the love of my life it seems.. There's been a lot of stuff happening, and Ive hurt a lot of people. I can't ask forgiveness from them, I can only hope they hate me now for how I've treated them. I have no excuses for me anymore. I can make none no more. What has happened, happened, and there is no stopping it.

    my true friends have surfaced, and I'm glad to have them with me. My true friends will never leave me, though I think I've lost one for how I've treated him.. I can only hope I did not make him hate me, but I know he did.

    Things are going up hill slowly again, I knew I could turn things around in due time. I'll be there for some of my close friends as they need me now, and I'll never let them think that I hate them.. I charish them, I have found the value of friendships, and I know whom my true friends are. I love each and every fucking one of you. even if we barely talk now, I still fuck love your ass. you were there for me, so i open my heart to you, I will be here if you need me.

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    He is my king I shall obey his orders. He is my love, and holds my heart dear. I shall do nothing to hurt him, or to lose him, for without him, I do think life will be terribly hard. My king, my love, my soulmate. Forever, I hope to the gods to be your one, your only.