AFK. School.
[then playing diablo]
Then Kevin
[then MORE diablo]
Then sleep.

.

Question:


Why are Video Games SO addicting?


Ich liebe Dich!

"Goodnight, My Darling"


Goodnight, My Darling

The weather is dreary,

And makes us all a bit Dreary



Goodnight, My darling

Till we speak again,

At the morrow's rise



Goodnight, My Darling

Hoping, and dreaming

That you think of me



Goodnight, My Darling

Let your voice fade

where dreams are made



Goodnight, My Darling

May we rise again

at Morrow's rise



GoodNight, My darling

Let this kiss,

Not be the last beautiful bliss



Goodnight, my Darling

To hold and love you,

So neither of us shall be blue



Goodnight, My Darling

May I dream of you,

As the night passes to morning



Goodnight, Goodnight,

Goodnight, my Dear Darling.

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So Yeah, Brilliance struck me earlier this eve, as I was coming home from the realitives.

Since then, been contempliating the makeup of this poem as I end with this final draft of it.

Not sure if I am completely done with it, though, Not sure at all.

Anyways, tell me what you guys think. Its not my best work. Its the first poem that I have written in a long time.

Tis' now about 3:30, and I am thinking of anything else to write, but my mind is blank as of now. =]

Will think of more later, Much love.

Merry christmas guys, I hope you have a Great Day, and A Great time.

I got all that I wanted For Christmas.

1) A Man that I love, and loves me back, and that I always think about him, and I am crazy about him, and I think he is the same Way for me.
2) Awesome friends that are there for me when I need them most, and Always there to hang out with me.
3) Friends that are so gracious to me, and I don't think I could ever repay them for being there as much as they have been for me.
4) I got a Xbox 360, and Games.. Something I always wanted.. a actual gaming console.. and I got that for my Birthday.. but it still counts as Christmas.
5) I have love. And to me, Love rules over everything. Love from Kevin, Love from my Friends, Love from my Family, Love that can just make my day go better just by thinking about the great people in my life, that Make things so possible.



P.S) I want that Little black book of SEX and little black book of KARMA SUTRA , still.

ehhehehehe, Addie knows what books Im talking about.

Oh, and Ashley:
'Do you want anything Giftwrapped?'
'Of course you do!'
'ASHLEY!'

XD

And I forgot the other quote But I do remember the Uh, certain book that was Opened, and we put it back on the shelf.



Poor Childrens. hehehe.

Groove Coverage- She


She hangs out every day near by the beach

Havin’ a Heineken fallin’ asleep

She looks so sexy when she’s walking the sand

Nobody ever put a ring on her hand



Swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea

She is the story the story is she

She sings to the moon and the stars in the sky

Shining from high above you shouldn’t ask why



She is the one that you never forget

She is the heaven-sent angel you met

Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl

She is so pretty all over the world



She puts the rhythm, the beat in the drum

She comes in the morning, in the evening she’s gone

Every little hour every second you live

Trust in eternity that’s what she gives



She looks like Marilyn, walks like Suzanne

She talks like Monica and Marianne

She wins in everything that she might do

And she will respect you forever just you



She is the one that you never forget

She is the heaven-sent angel you met

Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl

She is so pretty all over the world



She is so pretty all over the world

She is so pretty

She is like you and me

Like them like we

She is in you and me



She is the one that you never forget

She is the heaven-sent angel you met

Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl

She is so pretty all over the world



She is the one that you never forget

She is the heaven-sent angel you met

Oh she must be the reason why God made a girl

She is so pretty all over the world



(She is the one) She is the one

(That you never forget) That you never forget

She is the heaven-sent angel you met

She’s the reason (oh she must be the reason) why God made a girl

She is so pretty all over the world (oh...)



Na na na na na ….

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This Video, I dedicate to ASHLEY, and VERONICA. For being Great friends.

=]]

The Initiate

Which way is the right path, as I stand upon
This chaotic crossroad of hate...
How many ways are there to roam
On this dark damned road of fate...

"There are many ways, my son,
to find where the souls of Demons remain...
But it takes only one second of despair and of doubt
until at last, your soul, they will gain...
Inherit these lands, these things, these dreams
that are yours, forever, to adore...
For there is no life, in the depths of chaos, my son,
For you to explore...."

-C. Vincent Metzen.

"But I, in truth, have been once here before:
that savage which Eriebete,
she who called the shades back to their bodies,
summoned me.
My flash bad not been long stripped off when she
had me descend through all the rings of Hell,
to draw a spirit back from the Betrayer's circle.
That is the deepest and the darkest place,
the farthest from the heaven girds all:
So rest assured, I know the pathway all. "

-Dante

"He was skilful enough to have lived still, if knowledge could be set up against mortality"
-William Shakespeare

"It is easy to go down into Hell; night and day, the gates of dark Death stand wide; but to climb back again, to retrace one's steps to the upper Air--There's the rub, the Task."
-Virgil, The Aeneid.

"Break the bones and the body will heal. Break the spirit and the body will die"
- Anonmyous.

"It is easier to stab someone in the back than it is to look them in the eyes. Society is built upon this principle, and it is universal amongst those who rule..."
-Anonmyous

"I am not driven by hatred.
I am not driven by fear.
I am not driven by desire,
duty, or any rationale.
I can no longer feel any of these.
All that remains is Retribution;
Cold and hard and final..."
-Anonmyous.

"I am Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow, and I have the power to be born a second time.
I am the divine hidden soul who created the gods and gives sepulchral meals to the denizens of the deep, the place of the dead, and heaven....
Hail, lord of the shrine that stands in the center of the earth.. He is I, and I am he!"
-Egyptian book of the Dead.

"Strange and strident. It shrilled terror to the ears taht heard it through the Hall's side wall, the grisly plaint of God's enemy, his song of ill success, the sobs of the damned one bewailing his pain. "
-Beowulf.

Mmm, All of these probably have no meaning to you guys, but to me.. They do.. =]

Yes, I am a Addict for Diablo II, and Diablo... these quotes came from those books.

Heh. Going to bed now. XD

so Yeah,

Hey guys, How's it going?

My Days have been good.

Hope yours have too.

I love you guys

That's all I have to say.

"

Then he looked right through me
With somniferous almond eyes
Don't even know what that means
Must remember to write it down
This is so real
Like the time Dave floated away
See, my heart is pounding
'Cause this shit never happens to me

I can't breathe right now!"

"You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be

You're frozen when your heart's not open

You're so consumed with how much you get

You waste your time with hate and regret

You're frozen when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame

And you should know I'd suffer the same

If I lose you, my heart would be broken

Love is a bird, she needs to fly

Let all the hurt inside you die

You're frozen when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are the key

You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be

You're frozen when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are the key

If I could melt your heart

We'd never be apart

Give yourself to me

You are the key

If I could melt your heart
"

"It's true

The way I feel

Was promised by your face

The sound of your voice

Painted on my memories

Even if you're not with me

I'm with you"

"
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart
Follow the trace for a new start

What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal
In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love"

"
I see love, I can see passion
I feel danger, I feel obsession
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause I hear a voice who says:
I love you... I'll kill you..."

"
I don't want you I don't need you
I wanna know...
I wanna know how it'd feel
without a single confrontation"

"
there's not much left to love
tootired today to hate
I feel the empty
I feel the minute of decay
I'm on my way down now, I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
I'm on my way down now, I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
the minute that it's born
it begins to die
I'd love to just give in,
I'd love to live this lie
I've been to black and back
I've whited out my name
a lack of pain, a lack of hope,
a lack of anything to say
there is no cure for what is killing me"

"
They slit our throats
Like we were flowers
And our milk has been devoured

Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair
I hope at least we die holding hands for always"

"
Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such a bore
Deleted the ones that you've fucked"

"
I've got love songs in my head
that are killing us away"

"
I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you

You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
But now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfect whatever you do"

"
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
HATE YOU THE WAY I DO."

Alright, Most of these are manson.. Just some lyrics.. take them how you want..

I need to get a happy post on here..

So..

HERE IT IS. ;D

Well, Its not really happy.

I didn't make all city. =[

But I have had such a great time lately. <3

I will always love these people:
Kevin
Chad
Amy
Dave
Austin
Veronica
Ashley
Brad
Greg
Vannypoo
And maybe a couple of others. <3

These people are awesome because I always talk to them, and they are always there for me. They can make any day brighter by just me seeing them, =]

They bring smiles , and when They are Sad, I am sad.. when I don't see them, or don't talk to them, I worry.. <3 Because.. that's what friends do.

I love you all, =]

I've got a hellofalot of pictures to upload that I have taken randomly lately.. so Yeah. I will upload all of those sooner or later. =]

So Yeah, pictures will be on the Next post!

-Charleen

SNAKES ON A PLANE, FTW

Meine Liebe..

Ich Liebe Ihn So..

Sometimes, I wonder if he loves me back, Sometimes.. I don't know..
Sometimes its nice just to hear his voice, then sometimes Its nice to
want him here with me, so I can Hold him in my arms, and Know that he
is here.. sometimes... I don't know..

I feel like Im being Drained .. Drained of my stamina.. and I feel so..
Upset sometimes, I don't know why.. Maybe its because I truely miss
him.. and I want him.. here with me.. Beside me.. To hold me, To Hug
me, To Charish him, and See that he truely cares.. Maybe.. Maybe he
does..

In my Heart I think he does, but in reality I don't know.. Am I now
paranoid? Wanting to know where he is, wanting him to see me someday..
Does he really? Or does he want to stay away from me as much as
possible.. I don't know.. =/

I long for a Kiss and a Hug at times..

i want to go to the movies sometimes, Just to sit with him, Maybe even
out to eat.. nothing fancy, just to spend some time with him..

Maybe Even have him come ot my door, no matter how late.. and see if im
Alright when I never sound alright online or such.. Maybe just to tell
me he loves me and Misses me, when he is on his way back home..

But that's never going to happen..

/sigh..

N6ecro6philiac6: But never comes over to my house..


N6ecro6philiac6: /Sigh


Chadikins: indeed..


N6ecro6philiac6: I really think its going to Fall apart soon..


Chadikins: x.x;


N6ecro6philiac6: I feel like Leaving the house now..


Chadikins: sorry for telling you? x.x;


Chadikins: I dunno if I should be sorry or not


N6ecro6philiac6: I don't know..


N6ecro6philiac6: It just pisses me off that he makes time for everything, and then when I want to see him, Its always no.


Chadikins: x.x


N6ecro6philiac6: Can I have a honest answer at one point in time, or just know that he loves me? Or is it too much.

Right Now, I could care less What people really think of me, I don't
care if I lose friends, I don't really care at all.. The people that
care about me are always at my side, and If anyone else wants to be mad
at me, hate me, or anything like that.. Go ahead. Because, Feel free.